Today was a much better day. I think in processing what has happened with this relationship, I am going through a grieving process. Anger. Denial. Guilt. Sadness. It will come and it will go; some days will be good, some days will be a bit tougher. All I can do is process each day as it comes and not make any rush judgements as in I want to work it out, or I want them done with my life completely. As a good friend told me today, "give it time." I think that's the best thing to do. She also assured me that they are likely missing me more than I am missing them, so let's hope she's right there. I was awfully helpful to them, if I do say so myself. Word.
I was going through some old pictures tonight and I couldn't help but crack up. I think that's part of what got me feeling better today. I have so many great photographic memories with friends, so many cute memories of my nephews. I am blessed.
I will have to dig some of those pics out tomorrow and post them. I took a picture of chubby lil' 1 year old Chase and put it as my work screensaver. It makes me smile every time I see it - where has the time gone?
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